Puzzle

Puzzle


Secrets hidden
Silent tears
Bits and pieces
Pain that sears

How can I find
The path to home
Lost in the wilderness
So far to roam

Darkness is binding
Eternity of night
Stand in the shadows
Waiting for the fight

Hating the weakness
Of the broken cry
Contradicting emotions
Now where do I lie

Treading on softly
Busting the bubble
Explosion of elation
White dust, black rubble

Parts to a puzzle
Never seem to fit
Figure out the answer
Bit by bit

Claustrophobic

Sometimes, have you ever felt like the world is closing in on you? Like the walls all around you are creeping closer and closer every time you try to pretend not to notice?

You feel like you're suffocating, and when you're finally let out of this hell, you take huge gasping breaths, as you try to stop shivering from the fear. Maybe it seems like I'm just exaggerating a little, but I kid you not, claustrophobia is bloody scary.

Why do people become claustrophobic? I have no clue. Why am I? Well I probably have a small memory that feeds this issue.

I don't know how old I was, probably six or seven. At that age, I used to have huge cat fights with my sister; all snarls and claws, and I remember once we made our mum so mad that she locked me up in the bathroom to stop us from fighting. The first time she did it, I was too angry to even notice, and I barely cared. But as it kept happening with each fight, the paranoia started creeping in. By the fourth time I was so afraid I kept hitting the door till I was let out.

I know that its quite strange - wasn't I supposed to get used to it, if it kept happening? But instead I ended up freaking out more and more.

Now I have this huge fear of small places. Bathrooms, wardrobes, lifts, you name it, I hate it. I can usually survive lifts if there's at least one mirror. A mirror really does help give the illusion of more space. I detest bathrooms with wierd locks. And wardrobes, well lets just say, there's whole new reason for that one.

Obsessing

Halfterm starts tomorrow~ WoOT
But its only 5 days -__- INCLUDING the weekend -__-;
AND we're getting the halfterm reports today. Urgh.
I don't really care. (YES I DO) Really. I don't. (I DO)
Well maybe about the maths mark (ESPECIALLY)
annoyingannoyingannoying

Grrr...

Moving. On.

I MISS CHOCOlATE~ (tHAT WAS aQILAH)

I'm going mad. Madmadmad. (I ALREADY AM)
every1 knows dat~ (aQILAH AGAIN)
Why am i saying evertthing in three's anyway?
I want sushi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
AND chocolateeeeeeeee
ALOT of chocolateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I'm highhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Aqilah has ice coffeeeeeeeeeeeeee
WANTWANTWANT
!!!!!!!!!!!
( i want FOOOOOOOOOOD)any1 have any?????????? thin yummy (aQILAH)

nightnightnightnightnightnight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!